Time

I’ve noticed that haveing Time is a dangrous things. even if there are things to be done with that time.  I’ve had a few hours to my self over the past few days, as well as some time on the train.  My writing has not been forth comming and flowing as much as I would have liked. I seem to be too consurned with figuring out who I am now so that I will be able to look back and see where I had been. then getting any thing of great uses done.
I know… I need to get them both done, but I have to keep my writing at the for frount of my mind, it has to be the most important thing for the simple reason that it is the first thing I think about when I wake up and last thing that I think about when I go to bed, and offten, I kick my self for not have done it, or not haveing done it well enough, or just haveing gotten distracted and not doing it.
I just need to figure out what is stoping me, and get over it. It’s a hard thing to do, But, if YOU happen to see me *not* writing, or *not*  looking for a new job, or  figuring out my goals, please tell me to get back to getting it done.